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I finally saw the house today...its fucking huge I like it lots and we have a security system so high tech it might just fuck you if you ask nicely lol ahh technology
I cried on the way home but because of my incognito sunglasses it wasn't detected, I couldn't even tell you why, I don't even understand myself. Sometimes I just want to vanish. I think I'm falling again.
I am however looking forward to tonight
they tell you to smile and you do and now matter how shitty you feel, you feel better and you're fine and then they leave you and then no one forces you to do or be anything and it all comes back
July 24 2005, 20:22:40 UTC 6 years ago
i've felt the need to cry for days.